SuNdAy 03, 2002

HERE IS MY NEW SITE

     NoOne_UndERsTaNds_MeEh

SaTuRdAy 2, 2002

Ever wish that you would know what would happen in the future, but only the things that ment the most? LIKE SOCCER TRYOUTS!! Like if I have a chance or not!?!? I am so nervous but hey all I can do is try my best and that is it! RIGHT?!?! I think that if I try my hardest then I may have a chance but, you never know. . . oh well guys pray for me please this means alot to me to make the team! Not to prove anyone wrong except me!

WELL GUYS LEAVE ME SOME PROPS AND I WILL TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER!

MoNdAy 28,2002

HEY GUYS IT IS ME DANI. . . WELL I AM NOT FEELING ALL THAT GREAT BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH ON Y MIND AND I THINK THAT I AM MAKING IT WORSE TO MYSLEF THAN ANYONE ELSE! WHAT I MEAN IS THAT I AM PUTTING MYSELF IN THE POSITION TO GET HURT AND I JUST REALIZED IT NOW!

DID ANYONE EVER FEEL THAT NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT IT WILL NEVER COME TRUE! WELL THAT IS WHAT I AM FEELING LIKE RIGHT NOW!IT SUCKS! BIG TIME! IT IS LIKE I WANT SOMETHING SO BAD BUT IT DOES NOT WANT TO COME TRUE SO IN REALITY I HAVE TO LET GO SOONER OR LATER, BUT I HAVE TO LET GO. . . GUYS IT IS SO HARD AND I REGRET EVERYTHING I DID!!! I AM SO SICK OF MYSELF ALREADY! I TRIED SO HARD BUT IN THE END IT GOT ME NOWHERE EXCEPT DOWN! I HATE MYSELF I MEAN I TRY TO FIX THINGS AFTER THE FACT! I HATE THAT ABOUT ME! WELL LIKE THEY SAY YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN! I HATE LEARNING CAUSE IT HURTS. . .

TO YOU KNOW WHO. . . I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING AND I HOPE WE ARE STILL FRIENDS! I AM TRYING TO CHANGE AND I AM SORRY THAT YOU COULD NOT SEE THAT ONE BIT! I HOPE THAT IN THE END OF IT ALL IF WE WERE MENT TO BE WE WILL BE TOGETHER IF NOT I STILL NEED YOU AS A FRIEND AND NOT AN ENEMY. . . I TRULY TRIED TO PLEASE YOU SO BADLY! I REALLY WANTED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. . . I AM SORRY. . .